it's not that i feel ugly. i feel like i am beautiful in my own unique way. sure, there are things i would change about myself...but in general it's not a lack of self-confidence. it's just a shyness in front of the camera i suppose.
my sister once told me that she hated herself in pictures, so she practiced smiling in front of the mirror. maybe i could do that? or maybe practice not smiling because the only thing that i can do is do one smile?
anyway, then it got me thinking: is it really so bad that i feel awkward in pictures that are just me? i mean...how many times am i going to really need pictures just taken of me? i didn't have bridals taken (my dress came in the week of the wedding) and my maternity photos are done. i am assuming i will always pose with someone else so it shouldn't be a big deal.
but it still irks me. it is irksome.
baby hill is moving like crazy right now. she is irked as well. i bid my blog a goodnight.
2 comments:
you are so random. but i love you. and i think your pics are fine but i totally know how you feel with feeling awkward. i HATE pictures of myself...oh well. i love you :)
i think i'm about the same way. can't remember though the last time where pictures were taken ONLY of me. like you, i never even got bridals done.
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